Tabatha Deans

Sad mama

Jess left for So. Africa today. I dropped her at the airport and only cried until about Heber City. I cried because I’ll miss her, I cried because I don’t feel like I made the most of my time with her throughout her life, I cried because I’m thinking of so many more things I wanted to teach her, and say to her, and show her. I cried because the world isn’t going to know what hit it when Jess kicks in, and because I can’t take much credit for the impact she will have. But mostly I cried because I love her. And I know she’ll see so much, and learn so much, and do so much that I’ve ever only dreamed of doing. I cried because I’m a proud mama.

January 20, 2009 - Posted by Tabatha Stewart | Uncategorized