Tabatha Deans

Lousy sabbatical

The first week of my sabbatical of silence has been horribly wretched! I’ve slipped many times and don’t feel good about the effort I’ve put in. But that stops today. No more “passes” the only exception being work related. Some of my angst has returned and I’m frustrated because I can’t control my thoughts like I want to. The roller coaster of emotion, indecision, lack of discipline and doubt is wearing on me. I don’t understand why I can’t just expunge my brain from thoughts that are not good for me, and replace them with ones that are. So from here on out I’m shutting up and sending my antenna up to the universe to do some serious manifesting.

November 14, 2009 - Posted by tabdeans | Uncategorized